fear

I think my biggest fear in life is getting cancer and/or killing someone unrepentantly by mistake without cause. These things more than love i think.  I have an instinctive fear of being alone forever, however its mostly short lived as my conscious reminds me that life alone and at peace is better than no life …

maybe not mine

like enslaved butterflies- their strained flight is subjected and harnessed, carrying lead blocks into dark forests – my thoughts dwindle in the fire of misdirection. as our wings slowly give way to gravity. my thoughts speak to me in slurred speech, in languages that i cannot understand, they preach to me in ways i know …

where to now?

I made this track this weekend, its about not caring which way you are going, but just going, keep going, dont care about anything – just enjoy the experiance of going… make sense? no ? still dont care? no? yes, listen to this – if this made no sense, i think you should go look …