I’m in a constant state of realisation, every waking moment – i know that I’m loosing. I feel your grip on my hand weaken, forever weakening and I let you slip away into the world, free from me. As I think about my day, it feels empty, without the thoughts of you, knowing that I …

When I loose, sometimes I find solace in blaming it on God. He is my hero sometimes and i hate him also. Sometimes I dont know if i believe in him – but i desperately want to. in this way, he has given a lot to me, he has taken alot from me also – …

Today I said goodbye to one of the most wonderful people I’ve ever known. Its not often that I get distracted. I can’t tell you what it is that captivates me, but its distinct and unique and very very rare, but when i come across is, it notices me and I notice it back – …

The more I write, the more I discover things about myself.

Sometimes I feel that there in not enough in my life. Its as though I want to do more but I can’t. I dont know whats stopping me. It might be obvious, like motivation, depression etc but I don’t think so. Powerless sometimes I feel, a prisoner within myself, I hold myself captive, ruthlessly. The …