It’s strange to be thinking about making mistakes. Sometimes we avoid the risk of mistake, when it’s the risk that defines us, how we cope, adapt and essentially learn.
Month: October 2010
I’ve decided to move out, away from my common grounds of late – to experience the world, to become more dependant and to define my own character. Its scary. its painful. I’ve hurt people unintentionally in the process to persue this ambision – due to the irregularity to my ways. I think that as a …
Its painful or its scary – I’m not quite sure – this experience or feeling. For the first time I think, I’m taking or even making a stand for what I want. The pain, is at the expense. I’ve always loved my family, I’ve always been considerate, kind and helpful and thankful. I’m a fantastic …
with you I fight an endless battle of perception, which has no keeper, no protector to keep it at bay. I fight shoulds and shouldnts – I fight what ifs and mind whys. I fight wars with conditioning my thoughts and feelings so as to allow you to think otherwise. these mind wars have their …
It seems that I can’t represent my mind thoughts with my mouth I sometimes think either my brain or mind is behind the other. like a rattling machine, I produce sub quality works.
sometimes i think to be alone is to know that all you have is yourself. to be happy with yourself alone is to know yourself.
i am leaving behind the faith that kept me going on, I see that their is no one to blame it on. weaving through the mix is my mind. looking over my shoulder as I leave – everything looks peaceful. cities collapse, faces stay to haunt me, feeling are watered down by flowing thoughts