I’ve decided to move out, away from my common grounds of late – to experience the world, to become more dependant and to define my own character.
Its scary. its painful. I’ve hurt people unintentionally in the process to persue this ambision – due to the irregularity to my ways.
I think that as a consequence of living you need to feel that you ‘know’ whats best for yourself and that you can go forward by yourself to achive what you want using yourself all along the way. And I’m at the stage where I’m leaving things and people to persue this. This is important for me. I’ve found that its not important for other people that advise that I don’t do this.
But I feel to truely understand advice is to dispense it, and they only way to dispense it is to have earned it my experience – denying yourself of experience and its success and failure – is almost like not living based on who you are as a individual.