trying to forget you. not trying to think of you – forgetting to feel. remembering. then remembering how i remembered. civil rememberance – the physical separation – but psychological attachment. striken – but not for attenion nor love – only for rememberance.
Month: November 2007
i’m loosing words to define how i feel about you. more so how i define all things. the care has seemed to be naive and unwilling. it may be due to the lack of sleep – not enough rest. i’m loosing will and desire to find words, choose and enjoy. i’m loosing words to tell …
its not defined – alot of things in my life. But well its difficult to understand how I’m going to get out of this phase of knowing little – being definitionless. But what i do know and i wont forget soon is how problematic it would be if i got into a relationship and expressed …