Thank you god.
Month: September 2010
I hate people. Generally.
I need a distraction to focus my mind. I need to forget everything and concentrate on one something. I need purpose to take away all emotion, forget all guilt and all love and hate. I will not love for I don’t want loss nor ownership but a purpose i seek form the world.
I feel. For without feeling – I cannot breath. For without breath, I will surely die. As the breath that thunders through my lungs, the thought of you, keeps me alive. If the dogs of war come dashing over the seas to me – I will fight for you. When fear finds us -I …
The worse thing about being wrong is thinking you were right, and all your intentions were right but because of things that you couldn’t determine at the time, it becomes wrong because of them. The question really is should I? should I have been able to determine these things? The longer you ask this question …
Thank you for your email. One insight I’ve gained from your email, and which is valuable, are the implications of not joining in this holiday’s celebrations. Perhaps a mistake on my part was not addressing these implications initially and moreover letting them slowly turn into general assumption. I’d like it to be known that I …
Hi there. I was not going to do anything more about trying to persuade you to change your mind about joining us in Dec, but I changed my mind. Your mom called me yesterday to chat, and what I will say to you is that she is gutted that you have made the decision not …
portray yourselves, lady on the arm – emit and aim that which you deem you have. Your Emptiness is deceiving – nothing feels like so much more but is so much less. I see the emptiness in your gaze my dear. It is like a thousand burnt-out stars, a million dried tears and an everlasting …
In a world that wants answers, my respite is not providing any. In a world that tries and denies, to get the upper-hand, I let them fight with themselves.