I’m not too sure…of what or where this is, this place I’m at here now…Its quiet now – the people have left for home, i’m alone – very alone – but safe, i look to one side and then to the other opposite side, its cool – Its me,by myself here close to something, though …
Month: November 2006
i like not to pretend to know what you mean or feel, though i think today i do. maybe you’re right, maybe we are pulled and thrown around by stuff we can’t see or don’t want to see. And its sometimes odd,strange and sometimes insignificant and seemingly unnoticible things that can make the *real* impacts …
I feel safe when i don’t know you and you don’t know me. I feel safe when i know that no one can know me and enter my mind and thoughts. I fear the oppertunites of love and relationship for fear of security breaches and my ungaurded beaches, where i walk and speak with the …
We are all at various stages of the same development development.
I never felt this kind of incredibile closure, of quietness and calm. I wonder sometimes the reasons behind my tendancies – perhaps they’re flights of fancy? I come to see more than you, for what you meant to me – my friend, my aquintance a love on a diffirent level. can it be again i …
Sometimes i wonder about all this stuff, the world, love and the human spirit and family and me. Sometimes i wonder hopw wonderful everything is, how wonderful life is and people and feelings and beauty and gratitude and fun, fun is is the everlasting smile on the face of beauty. How wonderfull and lucky I …
I’m so scared of the wide open spaces, the cold wind and the unfamiliar faces. I’m so scared of being alone, with no one there to hide me. I’m so scared of facing the road and even more walking it – its also very hard so me to leave all i know behind- but i’m …
youre an easy target, I saw you from way back, i couldn’t imagine how easy it could be – you were like the black in the ying yang, confused by your role in the white. youre so new to this game – im a vetran, seen it all over you. how will i decide to …
I’m not you, i can’t see through your eyes into the mist ahead of you, i cannot hear that sounds you hear when you are alone, i cannot stop the thoughts from comming into your mind – because I’m not you. Its not because I don’t want, its because you are so far from me …
Benath our shady trees or somewhere on the school grounds, they were and we were, they girl and the boys, stuck inbetween what we knew not. Sometimes i think back and wonder how we’ve changed… Not worried about the wonders of the world, invloved in the miscrocosm that binded us all to one another like …