I sometimes get depressed about all the things that i have to do, become and get behind me – its like my entire life is based on reaching certain mile stones and then when i get them – its the next one to go… I mean even to the extent of living( deep ) , …
Month: July 2006
Done is Done. Starting finished sooner. Finished is finished. for us self confessed weak minded individuals 🙂
its not that i dont match up – its just that i dont want to match up.
i wish people were more friendly, its like they are avoiding the fact of friendlyness and just care about there day to day happenings and god help you if you interfer – they seem afraid – i think i realise this now.
I got an error on my pc – it said “are you sure” and it gave me 3 options “yes”,”no” and “cancel” – cancel would be my first option i’d choose.
i was thinking today how it would be to express yourself so diffirently so often. Like having 5 personalities would be great – you could live 5 diffirent ways , and as long as you don’t cross the boundries of each one, you could coexist gracfully. I like to live certain things sometimes and then …
Sometimes i think im crazy and somtimes i think im normal, when im crazy – i think im insane, i feel abstract, almost like a poem i once read, i think it was by sigfried sasoon or maybe not – some world war poem, anyway i feel like im watching from inside . like a …
if i could just tell you what is going on in my head, the fucking noise and traffic, i can’t sleep – todays allready tommorow, its 2, nearly 3 am – i can sleep – its like before, only this time, i think i might sleep, yet still the same feeling lies heavy on my …
do i have the will and courage enough to do with what i feel , that which i feel i should do?
fate worries me sometimes, i’ve been at it for months now, trynig to figure it out – pointless i hear myself mutter. I can’t decide if i trust it, or weather its pleasant enough to embrance. Einstein couldn’t grasp it and it lead him ultimatly to his death – though thats a path im willing …