amidst the quite tranquil scenery that helplessly places itself so delicately in my mind, lies a relentless thought that lives there, undefined. It roams my mind, this beautiful beast – terrorized by itself, plagued with pain it sleeps with the flowers and rests in the shade of the day. yet it wakes from its temporary …
Month: July 2009
Sometimes i think that we occupy ourselves with things out of pure boredom or general intrest however, these things become apart of our routine and we forget about other things. the other things might be important… for me, my distraction is computing, where we’ve made up a set of rules and invented something – it …
i can’t find the words anymore to describe me, how i feel the internal turmoil inside. i find myself lost wondering the streets without purpose. when does purpose come, when does one realize that something exists that balances the world, what weighs the same or more than the terrible things that happen in this world, …
People who i knew – move on, they change, settle down, have children, die,have accidents, get married. I mean that’s fine, logic tells me that no one will do nothing while I been paying attention to other things, but sometimes i think about it and I’m like wow, things are changing around me, life is …
sometimes i realize that reasoning with irritation yields a better understanding of how it affects you ultimately. Irritation is a short term thing that can make you decide rather quickly, however if you take the time to reason things out – you realize the long term implications and when you realize this, you’re not as …