I’m so fucking wierd – but that’s okay… You’re so fucking normal – everyday. I’m a waiting disaster, but Will you be here with me thereafter You’re so fucking beautifull, your so fucking beautifull, You cry inside, i see your eyes when they find mine – you’re confused, your feelings brused, and you’re lost their …

where’ve you gone? Seems you’ve been gone forever. I just wan’t you to know it little bit messed up here, me waiting like this here for you. When you come back i wont be here.

please be real to me, i don’t want your smile nor your eyes nor your anything – but don’t give me anything less than who you are – becasue one can do this – easily I’ve done it my entire life – and it know how it leads one into difficult places. Its easier this …

sometimes i find it difficult to know, know things that i want. Sometimes i can’t understand why i can’t understand. i don’t know whats really out there that i want. But what i do know, is that i’ll always be here with myself beside me. Somtimes i feel bored and don’t want to move , …

I was wondering about how wrong things would be if I gave someone my journal one day and said, “this is me..,read it.”. So i suppose the only supporter of my own journal would be … me . – I’m my own best fan. sometimes anyway…

Damn fucking nett result of things to come : I wish the imposible, possible to me, impossible to others. – story of my life

Im a hero. Im a brother I’m a unified perception of life, I’m a geek I’m a Rebel I’m a jerk I’m a saint, I’m your hell, I’m your saviour Im your leader I’m a failure i’m a success I’m the heat and im the cold, the fire mixed with water. I’m here anf im …

i hate boundries, i mean fuck, from swaering to expressing my views to say shit that other don’t like, why the hell must i conform to anything, why must i become the perfect person, why must i wear the same cap that every one wears? Fuck no! And i hate people how hate this of …