amidst the quite tranquil scenery that helplessly places itself so delicately in my mind, lies a relentless thought that lives there, undefined.
It roams my mind, this beautiful beast – terrorized by itself, plagued with pain it sleeps with the flowers and rests in the shade of the day.
yet it wakes from its temporary coma so suddenly drenched in the stains of pain, it weakens while its struggles to fight the daemons that try escape from his mind into this beautiful place. They take hold of him and force him onto his knees before the quite path before him, under the sun lighted trees – its here where he collapses, infected by the weight of his destruction. like a sick animal, damaged, he fights with desperate passion to breath from the choke hold, without co-ordination he pleads with the wind to help him.
he’s still, its over – he’s weak, breathing hard – bleeding inside. they’re gone, he’s stopped them. now its time to rest, heal and recover…
he smiles, as he looks around this place – his home, protected once more from the evils within him.
the flowers smile as he passes, the rain washes off his blood as he wonders through the quite tranquil scenery…
Nothing knows any better, only quietness whispers sweet silence and no body knows any better.
he sleeps with the flowers, he rests in the shade of the day, he smiles at the sun, he cares for this place. he sleeps…
[yet,he will wake from his temporary coma…]