life is what happens while you are planning it – John Lennon.
Eyesight is brilliant. The ability to interpret life in it’s physical soroundings is surely a miracle for the mind, a playground for the senses. Sometimes I wonder what life really is, if we had no perception of visual interpretation? How would we percieve touching something without sight ? Would patterns exist without sight? Would organisation …
The thing about being unsure is that you try to do everything to the best of your abilities. Because frankly, you are not too sure if that’s enough.
I’ve realized that its all about deciding – then once you’ve decided, all that is left is execution. deciding is the difficult part of everything in life – just deciding. What to eat, what to do, why, because etc… But I’ve come to know that when it comes to deciding, it only constitutes a few …
Blueprints stain my mind, designs of you – the unfinished thought, overlay my soul. I’m designing you, trying to. Stains mess up my thoughts of you. Stains from these thoughts I design. Drafted lies become real in these plans of you. Things you said, lies to keep me from things you knew. I know now. …
Sometime – just fuck it. Sometimes – I’m so sorry Sometimes – I didn’t know Sometimes – brilliant Sometimes – never Sometimes I just totally forget to realize the internal tormoil within. Maybe if all leaves this place, most will go and what will remain only the good parts of me. Maybe fire burns only …
Turn around, cast your eyes in my shadow. Dance around within it, next to it, with it. Together we are wonderfully one. Wind stops for us as we perform. The wood’s little critters and creatures smile at our dance. The brown bark smells like moist coldness, the green leaves are beautiful And the night air …
I’m tired of feeling blind.
I’m resurecting my mind. I’m starting to feel again. My soul is still fighting the battles on the frontline. I still listen to my mind from time to time, each time I realize how far I am, from starting, from finishing to anything inbetween. My soul is open to the world – feed me. My …
I’m destined to be alone – and that’s ok. It’s ok if I am happy with who I am, it’s ok if I am ok to be alone. It’s ok if I realize my worth without someone to do it for me. These things I know and I also know that I’m not willing to …