losing

To lose is a pain that weighs so heavy and concentrated  as if it were balancing on a thread, painfully attached from my heart to my soul, slowly increasing excruciatingly under the heightened pain of without. How my heart hurts and my soul stares out the windows of of this place and watches, wondering why …

thoughts

[display_podcast] Besides the world, the people that look at me – is there anything out there that will complete me? What are these thoughts in my mind, so profound that they squeeze my mind to breath. I need something to manage these dreams these unescapable themes – misguided rogue wolf in the night, flies wayside …