Fright

I hate being given a shock, I get angry very fast. I think it’s the sudden fright that puts me on edge – I feel the instict corpsing through my nervous system exploding as I adapt to it. I think it is warented to know that if you taunt a reaction like this, only reaction …

infatuated

I can see your drowning infatuation now, it closes your eyes and opens them ever so slightly, jut enough to see what you want in the distance – you are enrolled in its war of perception.  In every conscious moment you are unaware of the impending realization that will  ultimately bring you down to your knees in agonizing …

how do we forget

How do i forget the torn thoughts that infest my soul, the silent shrieks that howl dark echoes behind my eyes? The pain within, that tears at hurting seams, the warm breathing wounds that lie exposed never healing, the sudden movement of darkness that watches me? When i close my eyes, my dark world begins …

Married eventually

Sometimes I think that eventually every woman gets married. I think it’s a perception that it is always nessesary eventually do so, and driven by this need – one way or the other they do get married. My question is how much does the nessesity to eventually get married effect when and why one gets …

after a while

after a while, I’ll stop thinking of you. after a while, I’ll miss you after a while, I’ll stop visiting you, here in my head. after a while, I’ll miss you, still deep in my heart. after a while, I’ll forget you and you’ll forget me. after a while, I’ll remember you and miss you. …