How do i forget the torn thoughts that infest my soul, the silent shrieks that howl dark echoes behind my eyes?
The pain within, that tears at hurting seams, the warm breathing wounds that lie exposed never healing, the sudden movement of darkness that watches me?
When i close my eyes, my dark world begins again, as evil realises my presence and the blood from my soul becomes clotted in the mess of this place. Evil opens its eyes and sees me and cries a dreadful tune as it wails in anguish and celebrates in absolute pain.
Take me away.
let me be alone from this place, it kills me so slowly. Nothing heals in this place.
Secret dark walls give way while i walk the disenchanted route between life and death and hatred and loathing beyond this portal – all behind my eyes, this portal of relapse exists.
An immeasurable strain holds me down as i try to open my eyes – if ever i open my eyes, how do i forget these thoughts within? My immutable sins, my lifelong lessons…
How to forget?
I cannot
Stu