I feel that i have more things to do and they all happen so close to each other that i feel that im wasting too much time on one thing.I think of tomorrow and i know already of the next day and the next and the next of thing that must be done and finished.The …
I have come to take things alot less seriosly as i used to – ive realised the sensless and irrational uses of stress.The things that come to light in the most obvious way is that what is done is done.It not going to happen, or perhaps its not what you think it is.Whats done is …
I think the worst thing i can face is someone telling me how sorry they are, or rather how sorry they are for themselves – in fact – i think that such a feeling is a personal and belongs to that person that experiaces it.Firstly the thing is that itshows a self confident issues where …
I have started my Judo again, its been 5 years since i last when in a dojo(which is still at my old school), so thats pretty cool, and the great thing is that MOST if not all those of my buddies that i’v lost contact with and do judo STILL do it, so it awsome …
Their are degrees of practicallity that are impractical in this world and time
all this swirls around me, it passes round my mind and feels my soul. it is all that is, where was isn’t. It is where i sleep, where i wake, it is here when i laugh, when you laugh. it hold me, it wrapes. It is undefined, motionless, colorless, it is abstract perhaps it is …
Cracking dissasembly debugging file monitoring memory stuff executable manipulations fenris etc… Database sqlite2/3 berkley database generic data storage nCurses curses development kit PHP HTML sylesheets Python system programming C++ integeration modules System programming text pasring Qt initital GUI development main application application template QT general library functions Gtk main application Financial Litracy reading financial documents …
I realised when i was writing this how my style of writing had changed from the usual “throw it all out there” approach.I found myself actaully selecting words to use, deciding which ones were better and stuff.Anyway she liked the disk – i hate it now, sometimes i feel that gave far too much of …
love is terrible. it is fought for, endued, protected. love can change a man, his life, his emotions, his dreams. love sees past all that one doesn’t want seen, it touches delicatly and gently things that pain with cank’d bright intensity.It stimulates the senses and numbs the pain. love can be aquired and it can …
jesus! i got a lot of work to do….I have my original journal, its about a 500 page journal that is so old and tattered since i still write in in to this day – the problem is i use i fountain pen and i write for myself – i dont intend to re-read it …