I feel that i have more things to do and they all happen so close to each other that i feel that im wasting too much time on one thing.I think of tomorrow and i know already of the next day and the next and the next of thing that must be done and finished.The thing that gets to me the most is the feeling of have i done everything that needs to be done first for me to accomplish what needs to be done next.Thats worrying, thinking, planing and stuff.
I have come to realise that my priorities are not in order – their is personal preferance over what needs to be done.Actually i feel that thats the way it should be.But somewhat i have put myself into a routine that i must follow( why must i?, good question?) I need to find myself, find my wishes and personal goals – i have goals that are not totally mine.Its stupid i feel to have these.Why do i have them?I am coming to grips though with responsibility and terms of failure and stress and unforseen circumstances and i now feel that all that i do is fine, i just have to come to terms with the sort of lifestyle that comes with it -the domains of stress (and deal with it), the time constraints, the effects it has on me, my life and stuff….
I think this is the pivot point : do what you want, but when you do it make the proper provision for it, whatever it is.
Do what you want, but when you do it, make the proper provision for it, whatever it is.