Stu In Progress

It’s more like a influence than anythin else I think – the feeling that something is covering you and you cannot move in the same dynamic manner that you could before. Like treading water I suppose or riding a bicycle through dense sand. The worst is when you feel that that which covers you – …

sometime i mind not running for miles and miles under the blistering sun, nor being beaten up by the angry mob – nor do i resist in the ways of torture or torment. I will hurt and i will feel and i will overcome – yet sometimes i think that their is one think that …

I’m dead – my thoughts have become so slow and my eyes have dim’d lifes soothing glow. i sense that i’ve weakened somehow and my reponces are right now are faint. the blood in my arm seems as thought its flowing upstream. my body waivers to and frow and balances on what i think i …

being on the recieving end is like somehow realising that you’ve just gone too far and cannot turn back and have made the wrong dicision this far into it already. and sometimes you seem so suseptible to shit like critisizm and crap like this now and you start thinking how tru is this shit and …

i know I’m pushing hard agains your soul. But know you’re resisting in the same manner. and sometimes i wonder how strong is the force exeted agains the force repelled? Can be compare that which we cannot see with that which we can, I think sometimes that this is unfair – why do you do …

Where will i find you that time? The filter of comfort seems to have taken its toll on me – I have taken as much as I can handle – from time to time, I’ll back track a couple of times until you’ve made it clear . The psyco semantics that somehow dictate your responces …

a seal, i think when i see you with me, under that tree – you really think you will do it. have you thought of the repocussions – i think that you have not been at peace with your mind for some time now – january is a special month your you and me – …