being on the recieving end is like somehow realising that you’ve just gone too far and cannot turn back and have made the wrong dicision this far into it already.
and sometimes you seem so suseptible to shit like critisizm and crap like this now and you start thinking how tru is this shit and do i really not listen, maybe they have a point – you get all like second guessing and shit – you know what , fuck, i don;t know what im saying.