Stu In Progress

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By stumathews on Monday, November 6, 2006

by someone honest The air is cool; the engine starts up, missing the dogs’ one at a time, two at a time, three at a time. The seat besides me is empty. I drive down the stony road… and then on to another The main road, old and tired it carries me… many people have …

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No one knew

By stumathews on Saturday, October 14, 2006

Know one knew, if they did it was only a few … Have you gone back there since ? have you walked back to that place, rewind that day… I can’t pull it from my mind, its me I’m trying to convince, though their is not much I need say. I hear them at night, …

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As much as you try

By stumathews on Saturday, October 14, 2006

You are apart of my life, I’ve made you a character in it, You have a role, a distinct appearance, a will to be and mind to live. You are inside my settings and my scenaries, my plot..my story , perhaps my life. I wonder If you know this, I wonder if it would make …

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wrapping paper

By stumathews on Saturday, October 14, 2006

Hello my dear, here is a gift for you. It’s my heart, I’ve wrapped it up for you, do you like the wrapping paper? I found it next to the lies and the deceet, you left it behind when you left. I remember when you gave it to me, remember that day in september, my …

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Wondering off into the soggy comfy clouds up dere somewhere.

By stumathews on Saturday, October 14, 2006

Sometimes I wonder … where tits like me end up ? Mental Asylum ( ‘cos I’m already thinknig about admitting myself …. ) Homeless ( ‘cos if I get depressed I’l drink myself stupid and miss my house … ) I Multimillionaire ( Maybe I’ll be pationate about something that really works … ) Happy …

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where am i going ?

By stumathews on Saturday, October 14, 2006

I don’t know exactly where I’m going or what I want, I’m hoping that something will release me from all this responsibility, something easy like fate or something more reckless – like perhaps destiny. Sometimes I sit down watching tv and wonder like I’m in a game, and i feel like life is like this, …

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futile battle

By stumathews on Thursday, October 12, 2006

It’s these days, like this when the sun has gone for a rest and has allowed his guard down, the rain falls for as much as it can. I remember those psychological battles, the ones we had – so implicit not even a word spoken. When we where like generals of armies trying to stratagise …

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bigger than big

By stumathews on Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Sometimes I find myself in such a high … Its times like these that I see the world through these eyes, these eyes of blissfull ignorance. Its times that I think of responsibility and that which really I have not much of – perhaps It is this that appeals to me. When can I fail …

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pretending

By stumathews on Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Sometimes I want to feel the fresh air and the greens that I see in my mind. When the water feels feels icy and my body quivers with intense crisp shock. Sometimes I want to breath in the moist air, over their, I want to touch the flower that reflects the sun. Sometimes, only sometimes, …

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perhaps, One day

By stumathews on Wednesday, October 11, 2006

Perhaps one day I will find what I am looking for…perhaps. Perhaps I will find that which troubles me, or perhaps that that makes me be troubled. I hope in time to come, I will see myself somewhere where I belong. Sometimes I hope that I am destined to mean a specific thing at a …

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