It’s these days, like this when the sun has gone for a rest and has allowed his guard down, the rain falls for as much as it
can.
I remember those psychological battles, the ones we had – so implicit not even a word spoken.
When we where like generals of armies trying to stratagise how to get he upper end, to prove to the other that
they are better/doing better than the other.
Sometimes I think maybe – it may well be only the one who thought this, though in conception it didn’t feel that way.
Perhaps Still, this is the seed of cofusion or lack of self confidence – i hope i know it now.
But thinking of it know – it seems really out of place – this behavior – its as though when all is gone and said and done – you see and define things that before could stare you right in the eye and you wouldn’t see.
It’s as though in experiance and development you gain this distinction of separation and can define.
Somehow I don’t know if anyone can help me, I havn’t seen any one selling experiance and progress or development for that matter … pity.
Though I think, that when we find – our first instinct is to keep.