To lose is a pain that weighs so heavy and concentrated as if it were balancing on a thread, painfully attached from my heart to my soul, slowly increasing excruciatingly under the heightened pain of without. How my heart hurts and my soul stares out the windows of of this place and watches, wondering why …
Sometimes i think that some of the profound question out there that have not been answered are never going to be answered with certainty. I wonder if if people think that everything has an answer ultimately and we will find it eventually. If someone is blind, they cannot see. If they want to see, well …
I need you to be the object that I aim to, the entity of being that interprets my anguish and translates my pain – you take my effect and replicate it, enhance it so that I can someday maybe understand it effects – only when its on the canvas can i tell what it is …
I can see your drowning infatuation now, it closes your eyes and opens them ever so slightly, jut enough to see what you want in the distance – you are enrolled in its war of perception. In every conscious moment you are unaware of the impending realization that will ultimately bring you down to your knees in agonizing …
How do i forget the torn thoughts that infest my soul, the silent shrieks that howl dark echoes behind my eyes? The pain within, that tears at hurting seams, the warm breathing wounds that lie exposed never healing, the sudden movement of darkness that watches me? When i close my eyes, my dark world begins …
Maybe being able to resist change defines one as a person. Makes one stay with original thoughts and secures us as individuals…. Stu Stu
Within the constraints of my mind, thoughts lie undefined, reasons for things are wavering. Stu
Sometimes I think that eventually every woman gets married. I think it’s a perception that it is always nessesary eventually do so, and driven by this need – one way or the other they do get married. My question is how much does the nessesity to eventually get married effect when and why one gets …
after a while, I’ll stop thinking of you. after a while, I’ll miss you after a while, I’ll stop visiting you, here in my head. after a while, I’ll miss you, still deep in my heart. after a while, I’ll forget you and you’ll forget me. after a while, I’ll remember you and miss you. …
it only takes a few moments and the biggest or most powerful feelings and thoughts we have had breaths it first breath. it is in the moment between uncertainty and undeniable certainty that it emerges. it is that thought that says something extra and we listen, so much so that we cannot contain it and …