i can’t find the words anymore to describe me, how i feel the internal turmoil inside. i find myself lost wondering the streets without purpose. when does purpose come, when does one realize that something exists that balances the world, what weighs the same or more than the terrible things that happen in this world, …
People who i knew – move on, they change, settle down, have children, die,have accidents, get married. I mean that’s fine, logic tells me that no one will do nothing while I been paying attention to other things, but sometimes i think about it and I’m like wow, things are changing around me, life is …
sometimes i realize that reasoning with irritation yields a better understanding of how it affects you ultimately. Irritation is a short term thing that can make you decide rather quickly, however if you take the time to reason things out – you realize the long term implications and when you realize this, you’re not as …
Lying on my back here on this sand carpet, alone in the hot sun, clenched hands behind my head, I press up, gaze upon my feet, – I see it, my stone rune – it is still there, wedged into the sand at my feet, towering before me, in pristine condition as it always is …
Can anyone fill these holes, heal these wounds – repair what has been damaged? This toy soldier, walks no more, nor holds up his weapon to defend himself. who needs a broken toy? Only a quite broken child. Stu
Things only make sense when they come to you for the first time. If you want something, make it happen – dont wait for it to possibly happen. Keep doing it, persist and be brave – sometimes just persisting gets you there – where you WANT to be.
I’m always reliably late – never quite on the mark, somewhat removed in some way. I’m here, and here is where I want to be. Diligently obscure perhaps and delicately lost in this world… but I’m here and I’m staying now Stu
Sometimes I wonder if I should just wait and see how things pan out. If you do this long enough you come realize that maybe sitting back and waiting for things to perfectly fall in place only happens if you are lucky and the other times – well, things just dont happen. Well, they do …
I sat her down, Our eyes locked, Silence was sticky. I broke the connection of our eyes, Looking into space, I swallowed hard. She can not do this any more, She can not go on. The physical effort – Time without – Yet time within, So precious, painful but true. She saw me, for the …
from the wreckage, dear brother, the tape still remains – unaltered, only without its owner, you dear brother. its with me, taken from your car, twisted on the side of the road where you left it. where you left me. i hope you didn’t hurt when your time came,please god ,please god, you took him …