Their are degrees of practicallity that are impractical in this world and time
Month: June 2006
all this swirls around me, it passes round my mind and feels my soul. it is all that is, where was isn’t. It is where i sleep, where i wake, it is here when i laugh, when you laugh. it hold me, it wrapes. It is undefined, motionless, colorless, it is abstract perhaps it is …
Cracking dissasembly debugging file monitoring memory stuff executable manipulations fenris etc… Database sqlite2/3 berkley database generic data storage nCurses curses development kit PHP HTML sylesheets Python system programming C++ integeration modules System programming text pasring Qt initital GUI development main application application template QT general library functions Gtk main application Financial Litracy reading financial documents …
I realised when i was writing this how my style of writing had changed from the usual “throw it all out there” approach.I found myself actaully selecting words to use, deciding which ones were better and stuff.Anyway she liked the disk – i hate it now, sometimes i feel that gave far too much of …
love is terrible. it is fought for, endued, protected. love can change a man, his life, his emotions, his dreams. love sees past all that one doesn’t want seen, it touches delicatly and gently things that pain with cank’d bright intensity.It stimulates the senses and numbs the pain. love can be aquired and it can …
jesus! i got a lot of work to do….I have my original journal, its about a 500 page journal that is so old and tattered since i still write in in to this day – the problem is i use i fountain pen and i write for myself – i dont intend to re-read it …
Express – to take a concept,emotion that is not visible and cannot be represented by any material thing and percieve as a something less abstract like poetry, art, music etc… To express a feeling one may feel not only sad or angry, but emotions can range from depressed like when you feel you are not …
All in all, i think that my experiances with people that i’ve come to know are incredible – i think i am a little abstract in my meanings – a draw alot from them, from things that happen.I seem to hold a very emotional approach to many things – i am very confused in life …
this is my thank-you letter. thank you for trying to understand me thank you for giving me the chance to lift these pieces of battle ridden armour off my shoulders. thank you for knowing when i needed to talk and listening to me – even though it made no sense. thank you for helping me …
i am so very proud of you that you have found someone who makes you feel you. im along way from there, but im working on it, im working at making me feel me. the nice thing i feel right now is this feeling of freeness from you, a great freedom of openness. i am …