It is stange how strong i feel about people i have known, especially the ones that i’ve liked – its almost like i have a connection with them although they maybe a hundred miles a way from me – its wierd.But it does let me know – that , that which i felt way back …
I’m finally understanding – no, not understanding (no one can do that) but coming to grips with who i am – its pretty damn fun – knowing about yourself – its also very exciting becuase you know exactly what you are capable of and you know how powerfull you can be and how wonderfull things …
Life is great, even better than worrying about things that you have no control over or things that you don’t understand fully enough to define them as a place in your life – religion, faith and principles – these i don’t worry about becuase i have a life which is based on personal perspective, one …
I feel apart of something that i have no access to. Then sometimes i feel , that i need to get over things, just forget them and move forward, what i have or haven’t i can’t change – i might feel them but they aren’t there. Get over it. Then sometimes i feel, why should …
in the end – it really doesn’t matter.
You judge me , you watch me and you compare me. Why ? Im not sure, but its not what i thought would happen – its not that you judge me badly or anything -it how you judge me – you judge me when you say you don’t judge people – but you do, you …
But thats not the way you should catagorise a person – becuase if you took time to figure that person out you would find a entire diffirent world. But i suppose it would help, if people didn’t portray themselves incorrectly, i suppose this is a indication of a person who isn’t intune with themselves and …
Like a faint heartbeat, i still feel you – though i shouldn’t. It’s like somehow being apart of something that is so connected to you that everything that happens and is, has an effect on you.Like the ripples in a pond, each vibration is transfered apon each water molecule – but hey thats how it …
I can hear your opinions, watch you cry then laugh – i can do all this, even when you are angry – you can swear at me, at them- you can say all sorts of things – things that would make people think diffirently of you. But i know you, i see inside, i dont …
i just dont know why. Anything, Everything… I suppose i will just have to wait and see…maybe everything is random. wait and random – doesn’t quite fit.