I feel apart of something that i have no access to.
Then sometimes i feel , that i need to get over things, just forget them and move forward, what i have or haven’t i can’t change – i might feel them but they aren’t there.
Get over it.
Then sometimes i feel, why should i, then sometimes i feel because i should.
sometimes i dont know what i want, then sometimes i know beyond a doubt exactly what i want and whats good for me – sometimes.
maybe sometimes is what we should always feel – sometimes and let what comes come.
Sometimes i rely on the randomness and calmness in fate, sometimes i can’t stand to wait for her – sometimes im just too impatient – sometimes i wait and sometimes i run – sometimes i call and sometimes i mumble – somtimes im here and sometimes im not – sometimes, somtimes is always and sometimes always is never – how can i live a life that i don’t know where it is going ?