I’m so scared of the wide open spaces, the cold wind and the unfamiliar faces. I’m so scared of being alone, with no one there to hide me. I’m so scared of facing the road and even more walking it – its also very hard so me to leave all i know behind- but i’m …
youre an easy target, I saw you from way back, i couldn’t imagine how easy it could be – you were like the black in the ying yang, confused by your role in the white. youre so new to this game – im a vetran, seen it all over you. how will i decide to …
I’m not you, i can’t see through your eyes into the mist ahead of you, i cannot hear that sounds you hear when you are alone, i cannot stop the thoughts from comming into your mind – because I’m not you. Its not because I don’t want, its because you are so far from me …
Benath our shady trees or somewhere on the school grounds, they were and we were, they girl and the boys, stuck inbetween what we knew not. Sometimes i think back and wonder how we’ve changed… Not worried about the wonders of the world, invloved in the miscrocosm that binded us all to one another like …
I’m worried sometimes that things will go wrong, diffirently to what I’d expected them to. Sometimes I’m so scared about the future that that I feel you fee sick in my stomach. Sometimes I’m so tired of working so hard and loosing so much everyday. I’m sad that they are the way they are, even …
Sometimes I think i know how thngs are going to be, how they are going to unfold, its as though i can read what wil happen next based on what has bappened before. Then I realise, how is this possible and often i think about whats actually going to happen next.Somehow I am so calm …
Sometimes I think I’m treading too carefully, second guessing myself along the way. Sometimes I catch myself deciding what *should* be said rather than what i wanted to say… I often forget that advice is purely optional and serves only as a semi-visible guideline. I think that, advice is normaly assosicated with the way of …
its actually a predefiend subset of the mind, though sometimes if you decide to take things into proper context its actually quite fucking cool. Actually, do youself a favour turn of that light, it scares away the fishes. Back to basics the forward composition takes the drama into another level where the truama is infatuated …
It’s more like a influence than anythin else I think – the feeling that something is covering you and you cannot move in the same dynamic manner that you could before. Like treading water I suppose or riding a bicycle through dense sand. The worst is when you feel that that which covers you – …
sometime i mind not running for miles and miles under the blistering sun, nor being beaten up by the angry mob – nor do i resist in the ways of torture or torment. I will hurt and i will feel and i will overcome – yet sometimes i think that their is one think that …