Protect me from the people that I know, their actions and their eyes – mostly their eyes for they pierce my soul and thoughts. Protect me from them when they visit my place of eternal rest and solitude. When I’m recovering, when I’m starting. Take me away from the influence of these places I find …
Nice people die quickly. Better people i think, live on…
Sometimes I wonder if who I am is because of me or because of everything one and everything else. Are my unfavourable tendencies with me because of my inabilities? I’m not looking for something to blame anything on – only, it would be nice. If I take this road, the one I choose, how will …
Talking to you feels empty. I feel like I’m talking to nobody. Like your unopened letters at the door – they, like me become nothing – though, double something? I take myself aside and tell myself to leave this place, I’m not experienced to fight in this war – the technology is beyond me… This …
I’ve never been that useful, enough to be told, enought to be whole. And I ask myself is this that I do not offer, that rejects to be held? to be comforted? Am I just not that usefull?
at the end of the day, nothing really matters, but we make it matter during the course of our lives. i think… Maybe that’s really the point of life, to give it meaning? We give things that really have no meaning, meaning. Maybe that’s the lesson of life – to see how much we can …
Sometimes I get so angry inside – I feel my tiger pulling at me. my savage beast rages against the pain i feel. I calm the beast. yet their are those that stoke the the coals of pain… I’d only wish that they’d refrain. I walk my beast each day along the …
Everyone that I have contact with, I always facilitate, i make sure they are fine. Effort they put into knowing me, I put back at least and sometimes i put back more in any way I possible can. I feel that someone’s time that they put into interacting with me is worth its compensation, even …
I still wake up on warm Saturday afternoons to the sun’s orange rays, coming through my windows and still I wake hollow, still broken.