I have come to take things alot less seriosly as i used to – ive realised the sensless and irrational uses of stress.The things that come to light in the most obvious way is that what is done is done.It not going to happen, or perhaps its not what you think it is.Whats done is …

I have started my Judo again, its been 5 years since i last when in a dojo(which is still at my old school), so thats pretty cool, and the great thing is that MOST if not all those of my buddies that i’v lost contact with and do judo STILL do it, so it awsome …

all this swirls around me, it passes round my mind and feels my soul. it is all that is, where was isn’t. It is where i sleep, where i wake, it is here when i laugh, when you laugh. it hold me, it wrapes. It is undefined, motionless, colorless, it is abstract perhaps it is …

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jesus! i got a lot of work to do….I have my original journal, its about a 500 page journal that is so old and tattered since i still write in in to this day – the problem is i use i fountain pen and i write for myself – i dont intend to re-read it …

I sent her a CD witgh recordings i made – two tracks entitled “Thank you” and the other entitled “that’s okay.” Hi Stu Got your stuff today, I gave you my dads address, I thought I gave you my moms anyways Really sweets, liked the string from the guitar. The music was good… though maybe …

I feel that we are all at various stages of the same development. Expression is a freeness. It conforms to nothing – One produces, shapes and expresses that which emotions and feelings define. Perhaps its not what is often said, but why it said and what powers it. We are all emotion – this is …