Protect me from the people that I know, their actions and their eyes – mostly their eyes for they pierce my soul and thoughts.
Protect me from them when they visit my place of eternal rest and solitude. When I’m recovering, when I’m starting.
Take me away from the influence of these places I find myself in.
I’m never too sure of anything these days, nothing seems to be enough anymore.
I mostly run away from myself, towards the black door deep inside me. In my mind, i hide, I confide in solidarity. Until my place is crawling with swarms covering the floors and walls – inconsistencies feud, my mind deforms as thoughts eat each other, swarming around me. My screams shriek like a thousand frightened monkeys.
Protect me from these things that i know. My life remains in spaces of this place.
Allow me to be strong and allow me to avoid them.
Let me be unconsciously aware of them.
I hold my hands beneath my chin, i rest on my knees, before you, in my dark place and I close my eyes – waiting for them again.
My tiger is gone.
Look after these people and be aware of them. Hold my hand as i walk with you to my destination, be with me. Please understand my fear, my apprehension and tears. I’m with me.
Leave me not when all but I yield, and I’m left alone with the wolves of this place. Before this dark forest of eyes.
Protect me from myself, my tendencies and my mind – mostly my mind , for its my mind that hurts me the most.