Sometimes I wonder if I should just wait and see how things pan out. If you do this long enough you come realize that maybe sitting back and waiting for things to perfectly fall in place only happens if you are lucky and the other times – well, things just dont happen. Well, they do …

I sat her down, Our eyes locked, Silence was sticky. I broke the connection of our eyes, Looking into space,  I swallowed hard. She can not do this any more, She can not go on. The physical effort – Time without – Yet time within, So precious, painful but true. She saw me, for the …

Sometimes I think the world is always going on about unimportant important things in life. And that’s not what’s important.

You guys think you own the train journey, the sidewalk and the malls. You think that We must move for you – to don’t notice of the people around you while you walk holding hands.You speak loud, laugh lou – as if your opinions in union are so important or to show off – I …

from the wreckage, dear brother, the tape still remains – unaltered, only without its owner, you dear brother. its with me, taken from your car, twisted on the side of the road where you left it. where you left me. i hope you didn’t hurt when your time came,please god ,please god, you took him …

To lose is a pain that weighs so heavy and concentrated  as if it were balancing on a thread, painfully attached from my heart to my soul, slowly increasing excruciatingly under the heightened pain of without. How my heart hurts and my soul stares out the windows of of this place and watches, wondering why …

Sometimes i think that some of the profound question out there that have not been answered are never going to be answered with certainty. I wonder if if people think that everything has an answer ultimately and we will find it eventually.  If someone is blind, they cannot see. If they want to see, well …

Some of these people here with me, are great in silent ways. Some of these people are trying so damn hard in each of their ways but they need to realize it. And while they are away?

Do you know that feeling, when you know you are about to die and don’t know why?

I hate being given a shock, I get angry very fast. I think it’s the sudden fright that puts me on edge – I feel the instict corpsing through my nervous system exploding as I adapt to it. I think it is warented to know that if you taunt a reaction like this, only reaction …