You’re stuck up, waiting for the neverending perfection. Reality is a misconception that hides under the sheets of your bed. You know only that which you can see and feel and not what is essentially the crux of the matter – but no matter.
Somtimes, im stuck, waiting for the answer maybe i know it, i do – perhaps, I rely on you to save me, until my next relapse, into another world, hell on earth, the place that i miss. turn around, double rebound , the way i know best, my eternal head rest. This place here, inside …
I think the worst feeling for me is knowing how much more i can do and not being able to do it, due to things that are out of my own reach. Its the depending on external factors that I have no control over. Their is just so much that i can do, that i …
I’m so fucking wierd – but that’s okay… You’re so fucking normal – everyday. I’m a waiting disaster, but Will you be here with me thereafter You’re so fucking beautifull, your so fucking beautifull, You cry inside, i see your eyes when they find mine – you’re confused, your feelings brused, and you’re lost their …
where’ve you gone? Seems you’ve been gone forever. I just wan’t you to know it little bit messed up here, me waiting like this here for you. When you come back i wont be here.
please be real to me, i don’t want your smile nor your eyes nor your anything – but don’t give me anything less than who you are – becasue one can do this – easily I’ve done it my entire life – and it know how it leads one into difficult places. Its easier this …
i know – and i thank god that i have seen it, and i i thank him that i see it in every single person i meet.
sometimes i find it difficult to know, know things that i want. Sometimes i can’t understand why i can’t understand. i don’t know whats really out there that i want. But what i do know, is that i’ll always be here with myself beside me. Somtimes i feel bored and don’t want to move , …
I was wondering about how wrong things would be if I gave someone my journal one day and said, “this is me..,read it.”. So i suppose the only supporter of my own journal would be … me . – I’m my own best fan. sometimes anyway…
Judge : “…Or I Will hold you in comtempt!” “I hold myself in contempt!” – Jim carrey in “Liar-Liar” sometimes i feel the same…