I think the worst feeling for me is knowing how much more i can do and not being able to do it, due to things that are out of my own reach.
Its the depending on external factors that I have no control over.
Their is just so much that i can do, that i can’t do .
Somtimes i think that life is not for those who take advice from other, but life is for those that take things as they come and formulate their own advice that they adhere to rigourously.
But what the fuck, right? Yeah me too.