after a while, after a long while in stillness you come to realise things.
things that are for real. things that are the true source of importance in life, in your life.
after a while, you think and you stir many thoughts in a mind at peace with itself…
you come to realise that things are there, but how you feel about them and interact with them are now…clear.
you come to know that what you really want is not this or that – its more than this, its more something like – more of this and less of that. And in between you realise that these are the thins you want to move towards in your life and those are the things you’d like to have less or or move away from – though never do you have it all your own way, yet you can determine which way you’d like to start persuing a life.
A life pursuing this and that seems to get you nowhere with yourself and everywhere without.
perhaps – one should just follow instinct and be honest at every turn and in turn you will be happy with what you’ve done – who you’ve done it with and why.
maybe not.
after a while you start listening to yourself – only i hope you’re telling yourself the truth.