Sometimes, I wonder why I don’t like being with new people, why the effort of interaction affects me so. Its pretty unsocial.
I know that I have it in me to be whatever I see around me, to become exactly as i think they are, but i don’t want to and in not wanting to i exhibit the extreme end of that scale. I don’t want to talk about you and i find that im just not interested in most people. I can get by with a very basic level of small talk but i think i give my unintrest unfairly quite effortlessly in conversation.
I think it takes a decade for a poerson to understand and become comfortable and to deal with the decades to come, especially emotionaly and inevitably socially.
But for know, I don’t want to know about your favourite colour or why you prefer wearing socks to bed – I’m not ready it seems to involved myself with anyone because its unfair to myself and to anyone else.
please, fix what aint broken.