I’m so tired.
So tired of everything, the calendar on my wall, the thoughts in in my head.
I’m so tired of these days, the monotonous nothings, the always unknowns, the yes’s and no’ and the maybe’s and most of all the nothings, especially the nothings.
So tired of the sun, I’m tired of the night, I’m tired of remembering , tired of forgetting – tired of you, tired of me, tired of everything. I’m so tired, I want to sleep and let nothing be and let my conscious rest, let my time reset.
I’m so tired of life – I want to sail in silence, where I am never tired. please leave me. I could say manythings about the past but I fear only I will listen, and I’m tired of listening.