This is the reply i got.It’s pretty amazing how things work themselves out.
Dear Stuart
That email you sent me was very touching
I think it was to do with both of us; our worlds are far and yet so close because of the net.
Yes I did my utter best to avoid you and yes I didn’t read the last bit of emails you sent my way. Why this one, I am in a good mood. I was angry because I felt that you judge me, (I personally don’t believe in judging others, if I hate someone I show it to them and then ignore them completely) and when you used the Lords name in vain that was where I said to myself… this isn’t right. I believed I saw that there was no respect. So I stopped right here and I did what I did.
Its hard because all what one gets is words, meaning less words if on its own and yet as a form of communication it is rather quite powerful, emotion can be set about it, but sometimes communication can be misunderstood and give the receiver the wrong message. I hope in this tempt of communication that I am clear and that I can set some understanding between us.
I don’t think less of you, I am still pissed at you… cant trust you… its hard for me to trust, (especially men, I am sexist to appoint and believe that 99.999% men are dogs.) knows it… she knows me too well. So don’t expect anything from me and I won’t of you.
I did enjoy receiving your mail to be honest… at times I even looked forward to it.
I think what happened between us was for a reason. I found someone truly unbelievable… he completes me in everyway and we have everything in common which is sometimes scary. I love him.
I believe that there will be someone out there that will make you, change you and break you. Will notice you, evening the small things that no one else will, not even your family notices about you, I know its hard to believe and even except, you are young… there is still many years to prepare you and shape you so that you and that special lady will be perfect for each other and maybe there will be broken hearts but that’s what makes your heart grow bigger and stronger for the next person who will come into your life.
I can be you email buddy, but on the terms that there is in no vulgar use of language and a little respect for each other would be nice too… Stuart my personality is to listen to people; I can do that exceptionally well.
Thank you, I am sorry too