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I wish I met my old girlfriend again.

By stumathews on Wednesday, March 11, 2015

I wish I met my old girlfriend again. Maybe on the train. Only for a perhaps a moment to remind me how I was, I’m more certain of what I wanted back then. I’d like to see the kind of beautiful that I was so sure of.

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I shalln’t stare, mother

By stumathews on Wednesday, March 11, 2015

Mother said to never stare… So I look away; Such a beautiful face on the train, a shame to be only an intermittent glance; It is so there might not be a chance: That I might become lost. It is so I might wish for more than you. Shame to be only an intermittent glance; …

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The portrait of you

By stumathews on Wednesday, March 11, 2015

The portrait of you: I never finished; unable to… the portrait of you; lies there Still, in a windswept studio Upon the easel, alone. Where I left you. The boatman leads me now across the river Styx. I think of my path back; up through the walkway from behind the sandy beach, over the road, …

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Words cannot tell enough

By stumathews on Tuesday, March 10, 2015

Words cannot tell enough. Oh words! My thoughts are within cell walls. Words cannot feel enough. Oh words! my mind is held captive; confined, fighting, yearning, gasping to fly, to be free to release to breath like the birds in the sky. Or the wind in the trees. Words fall short; to describe thee.

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Why people change

By stumathews on Saturday, February 21, 2015

She said she always wanted her boyfriend to be adventurous. That’s the problem with some woman. Maybe all woman. They want you to become someone you’re not, what they want. I think that this eventually happens a lot in relationships. Maybe that’s why people change. I seem to think it’s because relationships seem to be …

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Greatness, Commander.

By stumathews on Monday, December 1, 2014

Commander, I yearn to be great. What will become my fate? I Crack the fire, whip the beast, ride the stallion! Burn, burn, the burning rage that drives me. Oh Sea, sea, never mind the endless depths of my despair. Of the unknown I did fear, oh my folly! I shall rise like the Phoenix …

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The palette of sadness

By stumathews on Thursday, July 24, 2014

The shades and hues of happiness are few. Greater is the palette of sadness. An artist. Man; paints his life as he stands and watches the ocean before him; a picture painted. Many happinesses he has had. Only a broad faded stroke it makes; Familiarity fades with time; Greater is the palette of sadness. With …

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A beautiful desire.

By stumathews on Thursday, July 24, 2014

I think of her. That is all. I resist, yet…; For ’tis a dangerous state. to have a gap like this. Empty. Yet Willing. A seemingly missing part. It is to remain unfulfilled. Unrequited. Still; A beautiful desire.

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Side pain

By stumathews on Monday, May 26, 2014

I have a pain in my side,a roman spear or spider’s bite. A damage, a carnage, an infected site. A tender wound in this silent night;

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This dream would not be so melancholy.

By stumathews on Sunday, January 26, 2014

Two minds collide, yours and mine, how we try to define these feelings inside. I’ll fated this outcome it seems. A tragedy. If only you were and if only I were, in a time we both could be, this dream would no be so melancholy. Alas, ’tis not so. The tragedy of two, me and …

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