I nearly quit my job today. I may still. Sometimes it’s just not what you thought it was. It’s becomes different, detached and dismal. My boss said that I should take a holiday, it’s stress. It might be. He even said that maybe I’m depressed – that’s stupid, I’m not depressed, I’m bored and I’m not good enough and I don’t like it. Maybe I should have quit today instead of talk it through because I feel compromised openly but i guess it was better to communicate and maybe that makes me feel kinda ok about. The thing is that I still can’t shake it.
I don’t know when one really knows for sure anything really. The thing is that I’m too sensitive, it’s actually quite silly really but whatever.