I wonder sometimes why we have lives and what we should do with them. Are all lives to be spent the same way? do they ultimately represent the same thing in the end? Or is it what we do different and in what way are our lives represented when we die? do we die? Who do we represent our lives to? to other people? the next generation? god? or ourselves?
Are our lives represented at all in the end? what is the end? death is the only end we can prove. thus our lives we try to represent relative to death – we yearn remembrance when our end was not near. we yearn fulfilment of our lives. what is this fulfilment? we represent this fulfilment relative to how positive we feel about it. what is positivity? is life finding the things that we find positive or doing positive things? is life about finding positive. but why do we need to find positives? is it to realise how wonderful the experience positive is and that only through living can one experience it? is so, when we die, our experience of positives and thus life also die. then what is the purpose of dying?