I’ll wait for time to spend its youth, to run excited and so delighted .make me see bliss.
I have no thought in mind, but in life I’ll find, that once I forget, sonner will I dismiss – this, demarkated area of eternal wilderness.
open yet closed, bare yet furnished – so inbetween, this life seems.
mend this break, in my soul – my lifelong care, to tend to this mistake – but things don’t come as easy as they once were before. Seas burn uncontrollable in my eyes and push at the banks of my island.
step slowly, i do, apon into the sand. Of love most vulnerable, that perhaps i will stand, and not fall.
take into my inner breast, this fury of mixed red and blue power and give it a name, a home, a place – my cank’d disgrace.
Leave me with this that I have, let me deal with the tenderness – let me feel nothing, numb so as I can fight the pain inside, without insight.
Apon a leash, the dogs of war concentrate in all might, that they will fight and not hide, and feast aloud.
Take me from the shores of my eternal bliss, bring me forth into the seas – let the monsters know I am here!
Give me my weapon – Take me trance, evaporate me, let me be, see past the words i speak, let me conquor the grounds of this place.
Let me be, for if you cannot, i will.
this is my mental disfunct.
I case she is more than me, I’ll wait for time to spend its youth and for things to blow into my path – destiny is my comfort, convieniance is my stone, faith is gone and fate – interrupted .
I don’t want, but only to be wanted.