i dont see the light, not anymore – not like before.
these walls, stop me – how they hurt my eyes when they stare into me… my place is here with me, it is quiet, deathly, no lies, no smiles, no me.
eat me, take the tase – my poison and keep me, kill me.
die.
i rub myself with razors, oh how nice they feel – i feel.
i dont care,,,anymore – not like before.
the breath has left my mouth and i am left behind with myself, alone – anymore.
anymore will i sigh these thoughts – anymore.
not like before.