watch as i walk through life, i move past these times and those times and i follow the stars in the night that tell me where to go.
watch me now as i get lost, as i find myself in these dark places, where the mind weeps and the blackness watches you.
the balckness gnaws at myself – watch me as I push through these waters, these merky waters, push away the hanging leaves – darkness watches me – watch how they stain my arms with difiant and degrading reds. listen to me cough a sickly sickness as I try to draw each breath – listen to my fear shrieking from my eyes and feel my thoughts of pain.
i find myself here with him, the dark one. he hold my mind and presses my face and I feel by blood rush through my face, running away, rapidly evading the scene. turn my head around, bend my knee backwards – these are my pains in my mind – that he inflicts on me.
I push, I strain and i exert such opposition with allthat my body has to spare and i depleat my reserve.
these are the places i visit each day.