Out of the blue, another attempt to weaken my heart. My shoulders weep and cry into my ears. Why has she come back. Everytime I respose I give myself to her and with each breath I breath I loose life, for life is taken everytime I think of you. You break me down, so powerful your influence on me!
Powerful like the blue storm in my crystal eye – so powerful like the hawk that surveys they sky.
Yet, oh yet, how crewl your misintention have taken their toll on me, your indesicion breaks my heart and your resiliance builds it up again. why do you follow only to lead, and once leading is content, you follow again?
Die in my mind, I beg you not follow, yet lead I know you’ll never.
Where is my caretaker, my protector and prosecuter, the one that demands of me and taketh nothing?
She strikes again, to center of my core being, will I this time like a fool, ask for her?
Only to be denied, as my request fuels her ambisions. I giveth and she taketh.
She shall take no more from me.