Today I feel like im on the opposite – on the edge of the deepest and coldest palce on earth – here under the watery skies.
I can hear the blackness confronting the battle with loudness that scares me away.
Far I run away, I’m scared as hell – where they hell am i going – i hope i escape…is it behind me?
Actually……., turn around – I’m not dead, i’m not runing anymore, quick, I’m puting my feet forward, my head is down – poised, i’m walking back against the wind, upstream, face to face I;m stearing closer to the enemy – get out of my way, move these iron knees, these tired dry tears.
Its so easy to run, to move to evacuate, its so easy to be depressed, its so easy. Its a fast release, a cowards peace.
I’m going to make it difficult, i;m going to force thoriugh, provide resistance against the forced awating insistance.
I’m here, battle facing the evil hordes in front of me – I’m not scared – I’m angry – I’m powerfull – I’m me today. And tomorrow I’ll be here, facing the insurgance of the faithless, the hordes of depression.
I’m not concerned, i haven’t got a doubt, i’m set – ready.
I’ll be here when you come back, and I’ll be here when you decide to fight me – I’ll be here to protect the ease of deception , I’ll be here to remind you, that its so easy to be sad, it is so easy to be depressed and its so easy to be lost – I’m here to tell you to make an effort – be alive, feel the blood in your veins, feel the wrmth of my hand – understand.
Its easy to ‘be’
I’m asking you to ‘become’
…. and I know thats not easy.