Where i my mind today – far it seems from all that could be and would be.
But I care not for these things of course, nor of such effects of recourse no consequence.
I feel nothing for pain, for hate, for love , for emotion ceases today.
I lie here parallel with my mind, into the sky – dizzy gaze into the sky – thes parts have grown peacefull as of late – can you see the clouds above us ? Aren’t they the same figures I saw yesterday ? It matters not that I have seen them before – it means not that they are forms , but more so that they are still there, and that in this way I am still here – although not constant as seems above – yet Today was yesterday with more .
I feel the void, with greater void, with lesser void with void that works and sleeps and void that moves and stirrs.
Yet the void still remains.
Wonderfull this bliss, of ignorance – of unified perception – unified emotion.
When my mind elaborates these neutral, vanilla stories I wonder off into the clouds and crash seemlessly into the soft puffs that move past the sun.
Leave me here, I don’t want any leave – let me be.
Where’s my mind ? Perhaps its now, here with me – but perhaps It’s left me for places of duty – Perhaps I like the departure of my mind – for behind I’m left with these figures, and they move slowly and they are that which they were before.
Vanilla.