Sometimes I want to feel the fresh air and the greens that I see in my mind. When the water feels feels icy and my body quivers with intense crisp shock. Sometimes I want to breath in the moist air, over their, I want to touch the flower that reflects the sun. Sometimes, only sometimes, …

He’d tell me.

As you find me, you find yourself … and its with this fmailiar notion of normality that strikes you in the middle of the centre of your brain, which tells stories of past this and that, perhaps we find that things come again, but this time in new shade. Sometimes I wonder why … Sometimes …

I dont want to love you, the way you look at me with your eyes, through your mind, i want you to stop. Stop asking me why, i have not the answers you seek, and i know you are hurt but please don’t come with me. Please stop trying, stop phoning me, please stay away …