I don’t wanto to love you

I dont want to love you, the way you look at me with your eyes, through your mind, i want you to stop.
Stop asking me why, i have not the answers you seek, and i know you are hurt but please don’t come with me.
Please stop trying, stop phoning me,
please stay away from me, i see you trying so hard to understand me, i see your hart breaking and i hear your sad song your hart is singing.
But please stay away from me.
I don’t want to hurt you – I love you , please step aside my love, i will love you until every cell in my being burns up into the atmosphere and the earth vanishes – But i wan’t you to love me not for me, but for what i think of you, and I’ll think it always of you.
I can’t show you the scenery or take you to the mountains and i wont love you the way you need me to.
I can’t watch you cry and i wont see you stumble – i am not for you.
Though in my mnid – i love you and love me only for this – but love me less … love them more, out there, those people – they are like you …yet they are not like me, yet i fell in love with one of them – you – and i won’t let you get hurt …
please love me not, this way, like i love you, ‘cos it hurts darling.
It hurts, stay where is it shallower, stay but don’t become my follower.
God knows, i have spoken with me – he knows my love for you, he tells me things that i can’t handle right now, and i don’t think I’ll need to soon.
Once you know that i know , you’ll be fine.
Good bye my love, my me, me you, my you,

oh god!

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