you’re behind a black box, like a secret inside.
I’m dying to know what you’re doing that side,
I can’t see you anymore, I hope you’re doing better than last i saw,
You’re on the other side of my mind, being , i just wish i could know how you are.
Sometimes i wish i could send you a message through a dragon fly and it would fly accross the distance between us and it
would tel me what it has seen – and i clould then know.
I’m wondering this side of the box, doing everything many things alone, and many times over.
Each time i wonder how i’d do them diffirently knowing how you are.
I’ve walked in this circle now, 5 times and its almost comfortable to .
I know you have met someone that side, a favour in your eyes – i hear you, once before – i put my ear to the door,
you love him, and he loves you and you seem lovely.But you are still you and i hope you can handle him and more so you.
I hope you love – but i hope more that you trust – and I hope things don’t go well, and you never have to tell me what as happend since.
Maybe one day , we’ll reunite in mind, and in concept , though i wonder if you’ll ever let yourself…
Sometimes i think you’re too proud to see who you are, what you are, perhaps you’ve got better.
But one day when all things have settled down and both of us can see each other again with new eyes. that box will be gone and
all the slots will be filled and i will know you again – for all in my life thats what i want.
I think we have left our mark on one another, even though so abrupt the days seemed.
I don’t know if i could love you and i hope you couldn’t love me – i only hope we can respect each other and know each other and understand the beauty in our being and the magical connection we have – which means only that we can relate with each other but dosn’t mean we can love one another. We’ll leave that to someone other.