When i see you, you remind me of your mother,
the times when i recognised my family, the people, who they were
the point of familiy, the drive of motivation to talk to these people that
share the same intermollecular setup as we do – at this level you could almost say are extension of you.
You are the same as you always were , thank you god.
I see your mom in your eyes everytime your eyes meet mine.
I remember now, that FBI thing you talked about – and i wont ever forget you as you were and as you are now – for they seem the same – or i see them the same.
It always seems to me how ‘real’ we were in those days, inspired to keep this ‘samness’ was your mom and my aunt – you feel more than enyone i know in this family – though i think sometimes you are forgetting.
But sometimes i sympathise with you , they tell me i can’t choose my family, it comes up always – though i suppose you can – and i suppose you have come to times when you felt like you wanted to – i hope you are like me in this way – the way that you can decide though if you won’t – neither will i.
i see you and i see your mom as one each time i see you.
It makes me feel good – you remind me, ‘cos sometimes i forget.
You are your mom, somehow in conception of thought in spirit in everything.
I hope this makes you feel better – i love you like i love your mum – as long as you are here – she is here.
You have seen mant things in your life, and you have felt more than i feel i’d ever.
I don’t care what you say , to me you have done so much and you have been through so much i feel – you would have proved you mom right .You were special.
I hope more happens for you, i hope you become your own person, depending on nothing, no one or anything. I feel that It doesn’t matter what you do, how you do, whether you mess up or how bad you mess up – as long as you mess up knowing that you messed up yourself and at the end of the day knowing that nothing really matters out there – except that which you define to matter.
you define that – so in really another view – you really can never screw up – oh and never look up to people – look down at them.